Det gör så jävla ont. Det svider, blöder och exploderar i hjärtat. Jag är så jävla maktlös, så jävla efterbliven och så jävla sönder. Kommer alltid att vara sönder. Trasig är mitt kall. 

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I made myself sick today
I'm slipping away
and seem to stick to the gates
I laid myself down to sleep
It's hard to wake up
When you have fallen to deep

I've eaten myself up
Believing I'm someone
But something's hide and something's left and done

This bleeding heart keeps calling
Can't stop my world from falling
from falling, from falling, from falling
apart

I promised that I wouldn't feel
Keeping what's real
My heart is not made of steel
There's no escape, no return
As far as I know, I'll never leave